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Wednesday, January 30th, 2008and i thot i was happy a week ago, coz i had sucessfully talked to a VIP in my life without getting emotionally tangled. i presented my facts organized carefully and presented in such a manner that it was seamless..
but it was shortlived.
got some bad news two days ago that put me in a position which is quite similar to my previous state. back to square one.
i don’t get it, what’s soo wrong with what i want? don’t they know that when you say,"if you think you can do it, then go on. we’re just warning you" is TOTALLY different from "don’t worry nadia, we trust you and we think u can do it"?? which one is more supportive i ask you?
help me, ya Allah..
simplify, make it easier for me, there must be a reason for you to put me in this state, make it clear to me, guide me and give me strength to do it, and make me wise and patient in presenting the facts,untangle me from this dilemma. give what’s best for me though it might also be what i don’t like..i will accept it insyaAllah.. plz ya Allah, keep me away from sadness, grief and anxiety, give me light, hope and happiness..help me..help me..i haf no one else but You..
ameen..
